Never have I been so bored recently. I hate being at home. My host is so fucking annoying it's unbeleivveable. You can be whiny and picky- but she just takes the piss. Cannot wait to turn 18 and just duck out. Also, I've just been feeling down I feel that not many people are paying attention to me and my college work is getting worse- if i carry on handing work in late I swear I'm gonna fail this course- not something I want to do. Hmm. I need to get laid soon. It gets me down that I don't get any male attention either.... hmm. Life is just getting stagnant for me.